Thursday, January 8, 2009

YOU ARE THERE BUT YOU ARE HERE

YOU ARE THERE BUT YOU ARE HERE

My Dear…

If love is intangible, why do we feel it?

If love is invisible, why do we see it?

If love puts in a long distance, why do we feel it so near?

If love is something illogical, why do we feel it as a rational one?

Then….

What’s love for us ?

When U are there and I’m here

Love is between us

When we are here

Love also gets more among us

So…

When my desire comes to hug you

I only can imagine your warmth of your arms

When my honesty to be spoiled

I ask myself, then send him a word

When my missing comes again

I dial him, then the smile blooms

Last…

Love is marvelous

I love you

(Written in Bekasi - Indonesia/19:47. 2007, Friday in front of my desk,

with full of love)

“THAT”


Since you were offering “that”
I was thinking more and more
I was asking myself, was it real that “that’ was coming for me?


Since you put “that” in my finger
My thought never stopped thinking
My heart always says…
Did it really happen for me?

Since misinterpreting came to blow up
I know you more deeply
I get something what is behind you actually
I catch the real thing happens

That “that” is coming truly
“That” is waking me up
“That” is making me smile
“That” is making me happy


Since you were coming to my heart
Please don’t ask me when “That” is touching my heart
Please don’t ask me when “That” is started to be loved
Please don’t ask me when “ That” is begun


BUT…
Please tell me
Who are you?
I never dream of you
I never think of you


Your coming seems so sudden
Your offering seems so quick

God,…
I believe everything happened, caused by
Your Hand
Your Power
Your Willingness


Look!
The sun shines with full of loyal
The wind blows with the peace air
The rock is still there
The moon shows her beauty

And ME…
I can still take a breath
Many thanks…
Will be never enough to return back what You have given
Many flowers…
Will be never enough also to return back Your beauty
Many loves…
Will be never enough to return back Your loves

With love

(Titing Kartika, Written in Akademi Bina Insani- Bekasi/Indonesia, 11.45 A.M , May 27 2007)